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Belinda, I've been out of my creative practice for what feels too long... exempt from my participation (re-participation) with chronic illness. I don't have the energy and time to mani-fest... (loved how you included the etymology, I NEVER KNEW!! It'll shift my perspective ever-more)

... with my 'striking' creative essence (the one knocking the door of psyche).

I have to reconcile... I am creating with myself, as myself, to myself - for a reflection of myself. The Bone-House if you will (to share with @Martin Shaw)

I recently held an artists Healing Circle - and the theme we ended up sharing was having to "Be the Witness to One's Self" creation. Oft, and my story especially, the only One that is there to behold the initatory experience- is You, Yourself, and I. And I would go to say, even the 'ethereal presences' that your do or do not feel...

As a point of self indulgence... the creativity I have been able to find capacity and excitement for is writing ttrpg one-shot homebrew sessions - and just keep keep keep on trying to gather my friends and family for them. To keep keep keep offering a time and space for this imagination as some perceived "unproductive" time and story and characters manufactured from a collective storytelling- in the name of fun, ease, and curiosity... for at the end of the day - all we did was participate in some group guided storytelling... to no 'determinate' social revolution ends... even if it is just us being around each other.

And I am finding I have to justify this 'creative writing' as both something more and something less than what I feel is needed to be Created by me in this world...

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